I want to remember

I want to remember.

I want to remember a time. A time where humans weren’t against humans. Maybe this time has never existed. A time where each person was loved for who they are, where there were no strings attached. I am sad tonight as I look upon the flickering light of my candle. I wish we didn’t pull each other down, that we worked to build each other up instead of being at each other’s throats. I wish more people were self-analyzers and worked at understanding what was happening in their head. I want to scream sometimes, pull people by the collar and say… “I AM NOT YOUR ENEMY”. You can’t possibly have what I need, I don’t want anything from you. Everything that I truly need resides within this skin of mine. So, stop treating me like an adversary. We only win if we do this all together. I feel so defeated as I look around my small town, so much good, but so much bad. So much unnecessary hurt and gossip. My neighbor makes the same mistakes every week. Same decisions, same people in and out, same 2am and 4am screaming match day in and day out. Tomorrow I may feel different about all of this, but today it hurts.

Random Ramblings from tonight.

Published by austeenfreeman

Austeen Freeman is a mystic writer, life-long learner, and facilitator of healing. Author of the Mystic Wanderer Oracle cards, facilitator of virtual and in-person yoga classes, Austeen finds herself wherever she is needed. Her passion for teaching and coaxing students back to their bodies and creating a life soulfully lived, is the foundation of all of her teachings. Her pleasure is uncovering the mystery of the dark and shadowy divine through writing, online journaling challenges and workshops. Her words spill out like cold soothing liberating waters, beckoning you to walk a more mystic path. Her raw and honest prescenses comes from deep within our feminine bowl, you can find her at austeenfreeman.com, mysticsheways.com or her local studio Ghidrah’s Mind Body Spirit in Adrian, MI. Austeen has her Master’s degree in Athletic Training, her license in Massage Therapy and Emergency Medicine as an EMT-B, as well as a 200 RYT through Yoga Alliance.

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